So today is Father's Day, as all of us infertiles know. And today, I am really at peace with my infertility. I asked DH if he felt better about our IF now that we had babies on ice and he said he did, which is so nice to hear. This has been something we've been struggling with for over two years now. At times he blamed me, it is my tubes and eggs that suck, but that still doesn't make it easier. We have banded together to make a very solid couple that I am now proud of. Yes, we still have our issues but with all the shit we've been through in our 3 short years of marriage or our 5 years of being together, we've made it and we're stronger because of it.
Today is also the first day of summer. I love summer. Even though all the shit I have to go through this year really does suck, I do love this time if year. My birthday is at the end of July, as well as DH's bday and we enjoy celebrating it together. I realized the other day that I will be getting chemo on my birthday this year...not fun but I truly am blessed to be here on this earth.
On another note, I got AF today and man is she pissed. All these fertility drugs have whomped on my system and it's not pretty (sorry if TMI).
Hope you enjoyed your weekend with your DH.
1 comments:
I am glad your frozen embabies have put you both more at ease. I am just so overjoyed that they are there waiting for you!
And...you and B have been through more in 3 years of marriage than most couple endure in 20 years, so you should be darn proud of how you've weathered the storm and come through it stronger. I can't wait for the day that both of your dreams come true. And that day WILL come...just remember that and I hope it gets you through some of the darker days that may lie ahead.
xoxo.
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