**Warning, Bitch Fest Posting**
Sometimes I can't stand my DH! Today he got on one of his rampages that this IF is all my fault. Yes, I don't have tubes because they had to be taken out due to massive scar tissue, but POF isn't controllable. He knows this too, he's just being a shit.
It all started when we were out looking at houses. We were talking about the location of one house and how it was right across the street from a park. After we left the house he said, "It doesn't matter that it's by a park, we won't have kids anyway!" I told him that I needed him to be supportive and positive about this next IVF. He said that he was tired of being positive. I know he's just in a mood and is tired of hearing that everyone else and their dog is pregnant but Jesus Christ I don't need this shit right now.
I know this will all blow over, but once again IF isn't freaking fair and now it's got DH all pissed off too.
Happy Freaking Holidays!
The last first day of school
2 weeks ago
1 comments:
Meghan~First of all, thanks so much for all of your wonderfully supportive comments on my blog. I think I will plan on kicking cancer's ass and getting PG with my own eggs because that's the plan I like most.
Now, you should plan on your nodule coming back fine and this next IVF working and so should your DH. Seriously, though, I'm sorry that you & DH are so stressed right now. IF does that to even the best of couples.
I know you know this, but POF is not your fault! I think one of the most frustrating things with POF is that we don't know what causes it. Then it makes us wonder if it is our fault somehow. It's not.
Know that you have us and that we're thinking positive for both of you. You have a great new protocol that IS going to work.
Hang in there. ((HUGS))
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