Getting closer...

I cannot believe that on Friday I am going to start injecting myself again with all sorts of drugs. I am taking the Estrace and don't really notice any difference with the exception of increased CM. It just doesn't seem real that this is happening, any of it. I am prepared that if we don't get any embies that this will be our last shot with my own eggs since the chemo will pretty much wipe out everything that's remotely good in my body.

My RE's office wants me to have a consult with an anesthesiologist to make sure that it's safe to sedate me for my ER. I have freaking cancer, knock my ass out and let me enjoy it. I understand they are trying to cover their butt but come on, they are being ridiculous. I wouldn't have so much of a problem with it if I didn't have to pay OOP for the consult...yeah that's the shitty part and I'm not having it. I was supposed to hear back from my RE's office today as to if they were going to "make" me do it or not and haven't heard anything so I'm not going to push it. I see them on Friday anyway for my baseline u/s and injection teaching (3rd time's a charm right?).

Best news so far...I am done with school this week! I don't have kids tomorrow and Thursday is our last day! YAHOO! They are lucky they don't have to deal with me on clomid and everything else;)