Why do they stress me out?

First, thanks to all you who gave me words of encouragement. I am going through with the IVF cycle as planned and I hate my oncologists' nurses. When my IVF nurse says they are bitches (not in those words) and very unprofessional, I have a big problem. They got their stupid note to go through with the ER. Now they are worried about the anesthesia aspect of it. Are you f-ing kidding? I have cancer, that's all, I can handle anesthesia. They want me to have a special consult to make sure it's OK. Umm, I'm not paying for that, plain and simple and I'll take the risks associated with it. What could possibly happen, I get cancer?? HA! Hey if I can't joke about it I'll never make it.

So the plan is to stick to the plan...yeah, I know, confusing.