I went to my follow-up appointment the other day and the pathology report came back and the lump in my chest was in fact my cancer come back. Now I wait to get an appointment with a medical oncologist and sarcoma specialist. I'm dealing pretty well because I knew in my heart the lump was my cancer again. I do have a feeling though that this time around I will have to do chemo but that's OK if that's what it takes to get this shit out of my body.
If I have to do chemo I am now nervous about doing another cycle. My eggs are already shit and after chemo I worry there will be nothing. If I have the time to put off chemo for 3 months and do my EPP cycle I would like to and get some embies to freeze for after chemo.
Please keep the prayers coming as I am not even close to be doing fighting this battle.
On a positive note, we are moved into our house and LOVE it! Here's some pics of it so far.
LIVING ROOM 
DINING ROOM: new china cabinet
KITCHEN
FAMILY ROOM: new couch & ottoman 
4 comments:
Sweetie - I am so sorry to hear that... you know that we are all pullng for you!
On a better note...I LOVE the house and the kitchen is amazing!!! I think you will be happy there and good things are to come!
I LOVE and am so jealous of your kitchen! Love the new furniture! What a gorgeous house!
Many, many hugs & prayers coming your way. I am always here for you. We'll figure it all out. I know you'll get through this and get to that baby.
I think it would be nice if you have time, of course, to at least try one more cycle with the EPP. I mean, this was pretty much going to be your last try with your own eggs, right? Why not give it one more try like you originally planned? I would love to see if you have better results with EPP. I have a good feeling about it! Some frosties would make chemo (if you had to do it; hoping you don't) that much more bearable.
((HUGS))
Sending you (((HUGS)))and prayers. I hope they let you try one more cycle and you get some totsicles.
I love your new house, it looks amazing.
I am so sorry to hear that the cancer is back. My thoughts and prayers are with you on this - I can't imagine how it feels but I know that it sucks. When will you find out about starting chemo? I hope there is time in btw for this EPP cycle.
The new house is beautiful - I especially love the kitchen!! (color me jealous!!)
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